The sweetness and light

I know you are not what I wanted.
But I am trying.
Telling myself hard to say what I want and hoping for,
begging for your understanding.
Giving myself a chance.
Just felt like going back to the start.
You ask me what I know about you?
Nothing.
Just different perspective.
Time to move on.

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Thats it.

Posted By YIIJIIE ~ Oct 18, 2011 1:17AM

When you are in the wrong.
You should just apologize and try to get forgiveness.
AND NOT,
say that she is in the wrong and take the old stuff and say.

I thought this was girls style of being unreasonable?

What are you trying to do?
Trying to say sorry but not trying to say. Seriously, fish you.
You can't give basic secure to a girl by just respecting her.
Respecting as in, taking what she said in consideration.
What you doing? Just telling me, "I can't think".

When you are not willing to listen,
you will never process it down.
You don't just simply say you can't think.
"YOU CAN'T THINK" and
"NOT WILING TO LISTEN, TO PROCESS" is two different thing.

And say that you are like that. That is not what you should tell the person, is not a right way.
It will only show how F UP you are.

And the power pack thing is doing it in front of your gf.
It clearly shows that what you are capable of and what type of person you are.

You don't say you can lose face just for me,
when you are in the wrong. what face you want lose?

When you confidently trying to say I am wrong you are right, don't I seems lose face too?
I don't even F care, I more concern on passing the message through.

Seriously, I won't bother about you anymore.

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I am still a kid.

Posted By YIIJIIE ~ Oct 10, 2011 12:54AM

The older I get the more emotional I am,
yet so fragile.

I am just a shame. You might ask why, but there's no reason to it.

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Silly said: "if I could one day."

Posted By YIIJIIE ~ Oct 9, 2011 2:11AM

The moment when I felt heart breaking knowing that you are not coming.
I felt so sad. This is when I know I am in deep shit that I needed you so much, by my side.
The confident and comfort that I needed.
Walking down the road alone with a cold soul.
I felt so lonely. You would ask, why can't you be independent enough?
Its easy to say, but its hard to be it in action, so true.
I can be, but my heart doesn't allow me to.

some times, I just felt like being alone.
But I am too afraid to lose you.
I need you because I love you.
But the doubt strikes me, are you really what I want?
or is just that the right time haven't come yet to show me what you really capable of?

I am so immature.

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1 October 2011

Posted By YIIJIIE ~ Oct 2, 2011 2:43AM

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!
((:
Really had fun today. When dating and had early dinner at marina. One of my favorite restaurant which is "WARAKU de pasta". Nice food and environment to hangout with your love ones. The food makes me melt.:D Oww~
Later part was watching movie with liliang<3 Oww~ so happening that I spend my saturday with my love and good friend.

Really miss those time with BF. Appreciated that he step out of his work load and spent time together, not accompanying me.:))) which sounded way much more better. KEKEK~ This is what couples do.:))
We learn to adapt, accept, appreciate and recongize.

<3
And really thankyou liliang for getting the snoopy sticker. Its really sweet of you doing so. Is more that what you expected, tons of appreciation from me to you. It means a lot to me.:)))))

Adios amigo.

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